Very well said. I have the exactly same feeling. I feel like people know what is going on, but still choose to pretend as everything is fine. Either they pretend or they get angry at people who warn about the planet collapsing into million pieces. It is collapsing and I saw this coming. I can't pretend. I can't just turn off the news. They say - don't carry the weight of the world on your shoulders, but I can not just simply close my eyes and pretend that there is no climate collapse, human rights abuses, etc. I've long had a feeling that this world is not for me. I literally dream every day to be kidnapped by aliens and to live on another planet. Sounds silly, I know, but it is exactly how I feel.